If you’re lacking motivation, sometimes you just have to do something like this. It reminds you that you can scale the tallest mountain by just taking one step at a time.
I just have to be more optimistic.
It’s overwhelming when you look too far ahead. There’s too much to worry about and too much to handle.
I need to make short-term goals for today and tomorrow. Once I can handle today and tomorrow, then I can aim for next week. Or next month. Or next year.
But for now, I’ll start with today. I’ll do my very best today.
I’m lacking purpose.
I don’t really know what I’m doing right now. Or what I’m supposed to be doing. Or why I’m supposed to be doing it.
I’m bored out of my mind, yet I don’t really want to do anything either.
Nothing is really fun anymore. Nothing is really interesting.
Just feeling a little out of the game. A little empty, I guess.
Hope everyone else is doing well; things will eventually turn up.
So I got into my first car accident today…
No injuries and minimal damage to my car.
No story, but here’s the highlights:
- Wasn’t my fault; he clipped the left side of my rear bumper, then drove off
- Road was wet, so I spun 180 degrees
- The fucker drove off
I was too shaken and out of my head from spinning to look at the damn license or car model.
No reliable witnesses or footage from surveillance cameras from shops nearby.
It happened a block from my school, so I walked over after my class to find my hubcap.
I was more pissed off than scared actually.
I mean, I drove 20 miles for a Early Film History class and I get into an accident 1 fucking block from my destination.
Thank God that I’m not injured and the damage isn’t so bad, but I can’t believe that guy just drove off like that.
When I saw him speed off around the corner, I seriously just yelled in my car, “You fucker!”
Oh, well. Shit happened. But this shit isn’t as bad as other people’s shit. So, cool.
Other than that, I jogged at Creekside with my sister, and I went to Costco. Fun.
Just another day.
Have a good one!
